[J] LACED UP==> RED TRIBAL N RED SWEATS...YES PJS LACED UP RED

[J] TWISTED==>MAC MALL MAC DRE

[J]CHU GRUBB¿?==>STRAW BABIES N CHERRIES N A PIECE OF CHICKEN TO GO WITH THAT HAH

[J]TANTRUM FELT==>RETARTED......

[J]TIMIN YO==>156

YO YO YO!! LOL....DOOH I HAVENT BEEIN UP IN HERE FOR HELLA LONG!! HAHA IVE GOT SO MUCH TO DO!.....FAP, XANGA, MYSPACE.....HAAH NOT REALLY ALOT TO YOU BUT TO ME YES! LOL....WELL YEAH DEYNG I MISS EVERYONE AT ALMS!!! I LOVE YOU GUYS!!.....WELL YEAH LATELY ITS BEEN AIITE I GUESS...MET A FEW FLUDDS HAHAN I HAVE CHAIN REACTIONS WHEN I MEET PEEPS.......HAHA FROM SHORTY TO MARCUS TO BONG TO RB TO KEOKI HAHAH...WELL YEAH ISS ALL CRAZY, BUT IM GOING TO RENO NEXT WEEK I THINK ITS GOIN TO BE WAK THOUGH BECUASE WHAT US KIDS GOING TO DO?!?! WE CANT PLAY ON THE MACHINES LOL...WELL YEA WE STAYIN AT MY HOTEL BABY!! SILVER LEGACY HAHA...AHH SHETT....FWEEWWW....DEYNG IM STARTIN TO CONDITION N WORK OUT MORE KUZ DEYNG IM JUST SITTING MY ASS DOWN ON THIS THNG FOR LIKE FOREVER AND ITS STARTING TO GET ME BORED....AND YEAH IVE BEEN GETTIN PAYED EVERYTIME TO WATCH MY COUSIN DEYNG THERES HELLA KIDDS TO WATCH!! YES REHH 9 KIDDS!! HAHAH BRING THEM TO THE MOVIES HAHA....WELL YEAH 30 BUCKS IS PRETTY GOOD ENOUGH FER 2 DAYS YAH??WELL ITS KOO...DEYNG N NI BARELY SPENT MY MONEY FROM MY BIRTHDAY AND GRADUATION IM LIKE OVERFLOWIN N NOT BUYIN THINGS!! HAHA I JUST DONT WANT TO SPEND MY MONEY IERNO I JUST LIKE TO SAVE UP....BUT IT GOOD EHH???IVE BEEN STAYING UP TILL IKE 4 LATELY TOo!! TALKIN ON THE PHONE WIT HELLA PEOPLE...HAHAH ONLINE AT THE SAME TIME BUMPIN SOME MUSIC , OH BOIEE OH BOIEE...YES I KNOW....ROBERT, KING, REH, N CURT ARE LIKE "O GODD O GOD" LOL DORKS !! LOVE YA GUYS!! YEAH IVE BEEN TALKIN TO THEM ONCE IN A WHILE DEM BOYS SOO FUNNY DEY KOO DOE....N YEAH...WELL I GUESS IMA CUTT DIS SHIET A LIL SHORTA THAN MUH OTHER BLOGS....WELLL HIT ME UP LOSERS!!.....

I LOVE YOU!! AND ALWAYS WILL!!

OHH SOME POEMS!!

"LOVE LEARNED"
JUST KEEP YUH HEAD UP TRY TO NEVER SHED A CRY,
EVERYNIGHT I PRAY THAT WED NEVER SAY GOODBYE,
MISSING THE TIMES THAT WE HAD N THE MEMORIES THAT PASSED..
JUST BEEN SO LONG WHEN YOU HELD ME THAT LAST.....
BABY IT TOOK SO LONG TO REALIZE THIS LOVE, 
YOU MADE ME GO THIS FAR  AND FALL DOWN FROM ABOVE,
I TRIED TO PLAY IT OFF LIKE IT WASNT NOTHIN BUT KEPT MY
ANGER INSIDE LEFT ME NOTHIN BUT CORRUPTIN ,
 ITS BEEN A FEW MONTHS NOW SINCE WE FELL APART,
 I JUST WANNA RUN AWAY...VERY FAR,
 RIGHT THERE I NOTICED THERES MORE TO FIND THAN STAY ON ONE,
 SO I TRIED WHATEVER I COULD TO MAKE HIM GONE,
NOW THAT YOUR HAPPY GO LIVE ON WITH YOUR LIFE, 
IVE LEARNED FROM MY MISTAKES NOW I GOTTA THINK TWICE...

"SPLIT UP FAMILY"
LIVIN THE LIFE IN A SPLIT UP FAMILY,
I STAY WITH MY MOM N SOMETIMES WIT MY DADDY,
JUST TRYING TO KEEP UP N FOCUS ON MY SCHOOL,
AT THE SAME TIME TAKEN CARE OF MY SIS N BRO,
FOR ALMOST A YEAR LIVING THROUGH THIS DEPRESSION,
IVE BEEN PRAYIN SO HARD FOR A BETTER EXPRESSION,
I TRY SO HARD TO GET OUT OF THE LOCKDOWN TO BE FREE...
AWAY FROM ALL THIS MISERY,
I FEEL I HAVE NO ATTENTION FROM MY PARENTS...
WORKEN HARD, WORKIN FOR OUR FOOD, OUR SHELTER, OUR CLOTHES,
YES I RESPECT THAT  BUT I FEEL SO ALONE,
AS TUPAC SAYS " YOU GOTTA BE ABLE TO SMILE THROUGH ALL THIS BULLSHIT,"
TRYEN TO LET MY MIND FORGET,
I LOVE THEM SO MUCH BUT I WISH WE WERE TOGETHER,
TOGETHER LIKE BEFORE SO WED STAY FROM THEN TILL FOREVER...
I WANT THEM TO UNDERSTAND WHAT IT FEELS TO BE ME,
NO ONE WILL EVER KNOW WHAT ID BE,
LORD I PRAY...HELP ME AND MY FAMILY..

I MISS...
WHEN YOU USED TO HOLD ME TIGHT EVERYTIME...
THE WAY YOUR SOFT LIPS USED TO CARESS MINE...
WHEN YOU CALLED ME BABY AND THAT I WAS ONLY YOURS...
THE WAY THAT YOUR WARMTH OF YOUR BROWN EYES CAUGHT UP WITH MINE AS I WALK ACROSS THE FLOOR...
YOUR WARM EMBRACE WITH YOUR LIPS PRESSED UP ON MY FACE...
YOUR SMILE OF HAPPINESS AND LAUGHTER...
BUT I HATED WHEN YOUR LOVE FOR ME THAT MADE A LIE RIGHT AFTER...
HOW WE TALKED ABOUT GROWIN UP TOGETHER AND WAHT WE HAD IN MIND...
THINKIN ID HAVE YOU FOR ETERNITY AND WE WOULD  BE TILL THE END OF TIME...
AND NOW THAT YOUR LOVED HAS PASSED ON TO ANOTHER...
MY LOVE IS STILL THERE BUT YOU ARE NO LONGER...

"MY LIFE DIRECTION"
SOMETIMES I ASK MYSELF WHY  DO I STILL STAY ALIVE,
THINKIN ABOUT EVER COMMITING SUICIDE,
BUT I THINK ABOUT WHAT I WOULD LEAVE BEHIND ME,
A WONDERFUL FAMILY, VERY GOOD FRIENDS THAT SURROUND ME,
ALL THE THINGS THAT WAS DOING GOOD TURNED TO THE WRONG DIRECTION,
MAKING ME CRY JUST TO MAKE THE CORRECTION,
BUT THERES NOTHING I CAN DO BECUASE IT WAS THE PAST,
 N WE CANT GO BACK IN TIME SO THEN THATS THE LAST,
SUCH GREAT FAMILY N THE LOVE I HAD,
I JUST WISH SOO HARD TO GET THAT BACK,
BUT NOW ITS ALL MESSED UP WIT A SPLIT UP FAMILY,
A BROKEN HEART LIVIN IN 2 HOUSES IS HARD FOR ME,
ALL MIXED UP AND ALL CONFUSED,
MAN THIS IS SO HARD I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO,
SO AS I GET UP N STAND IM GONA BE A SOLDIER,
TO BE STRONG N LIVE UP LONGER,
JUST DO WHAT I DO N KEEP MY HEAD UP,
IS JUST TO STAY UP THAN BE  CORRUPTT...

N ONE MORE....FROM WUNA MY NUKKKUHS...

''jasz'                                                                                                                                                   this bout a grl i juss talked to today/she b fine everythin i c in a perfect way/cute 14 goin to elco/kicked back/juss relax/doin her thang fasho/told her i b spittin this shit /luvin this grl she legit/poetic luvin underground/like a queen figga give her tha crown/loyalty/ respect/ honesty/ thats wat she lookin for/makin me wish i knock on her door/sayin hey miss lets get away/from all these problems babay

BUM....BUM...BUM...BUMBUMBUM....JAZZ-EE WALKS...!!!....G0D SHOW ME THE WAY KUZ THE DEVILS TRIEN TA BREAK ME DOWN!!.

DAS ALL FOLKS!! I LOVE YOU GUYS!!....

-JAY

[ .001. ] first name: JASMINE
[ .002. ] middle name: CHANELE [[PERNOUNCE:SHUH-NELL]]LOL
[ .003. ] last name: ANGELES
[ .004. ] nickname(s): JAASZ,JAY,J FIZ, JAZZE FIZZLE, FIZ, MOFO, PHAT ASS...HAHA
[ .005. ] gender: 100% COOTCHIE
[ .006. ] birthday: 051590
[ .007. ] height: 5` SUIN...??
[ .008. ] hair color: BROWN...
[ .009. ] eye color: BROWN...
[ .010. ] do you wear glasses or contacts:NAH
[ .011. ] do you have braces: NAH
[ .012. ] is your hair long or short: LONG
[ .013. ] where were you born: FRISCO FASHO!
[ .014. ] current location:650 !
[ .015. ] zodiac sign: TAURUS
[ .016. ] how many languages do you know: ENGLISH N....LIL FLIP[ .017. ] what laungage do you want to learn: JAPANESE!!!LOL, SPANISH, ILLICANO
[ .018. ] bad habits: EATING!!!BEIN A LAZY ASS

[ .019. ] piercing you ...have: 2 ON EARS
[ .020. ] piercing you want: belly and tongue
[ .021. ] tattoos you have:NADA[ .023. ] today: S[ .024. ] today's date: 6.16.o4
[ .025. ] the time: 856[ .026. ] ready for a bunch more questions: Sure, why not.

F A M I L Y
[ .027. ] mother's name: ...DONT WANNA SAY...CURT GONNA KNOW HAHAHAH[ .028. ] father's name: DONT WAWNNA SAY EITHER....CURT!!
[ .029. ] brother's name: DENNIS
[ .030. ] sister's name: CASEY
[ .031. ] favorite aunt: HAVE MANY[ .032. ] favorite uncle:HAVE  MANY[ .033. ] favorite grandparent: IENRO[ .036. ] worst relative: don’t wanna hurt no--one.
[ .037. ] best relative: cuzzo`s!.
[ .038. ] do you get along with your parents: NOT MUCH ANYMORE

[ .039. ] does anyone in your family understand you?: NOPE

P E T S
[ .040. ] do you have any pets: NAH

[ .041. ] what are their names: ...
[ .042. ] what kind of animals are they: ...

S C H 0 0 L
[ .043. ] are you still in school: HAHA UHH NO[ .044. ] did you drop out: NO
[ .045. ] current gpa: IERNO

[ .046. ] favorite grade: 7^th GRADE SO FAR
[ .047. ] least favorite grade: IERNO

[ .048. ] favorite teacher: IERNO
[ .049. ] least favorite teacher: KRAZY LADY
[ .050. ] favorite subject: ENGLiSH
[ .051. ] least favorite subject: MATH
[ .052. ] do/did you buy lunch or bring it: FRELOAD BABY!!! N BUY
[ .053. ] play any sports on the school's team: VOLLEYBALL[[EHHH]]
[ .054. ] do/did you do any extracurricular activities: LEADERSHIP,DRAMA COUNT?
[ .055. ] are/was you popular: ASK DEM...
[ .056. ] favorite dance:CHEER
[ .057. ] favorite memory: THE DAYS WIT MUH BOI[[EX]][ .058. ] favorte memory you want to have: TO KNOW WHAT LOVE IS
[ .059. ] least favorite memory[S]: BREAKEN UP LOVE, FAMILY BREAKIN, MOVING IN SPLIT UP HOUSES....SIGH*
[ .060. ] most humiliating moment: CYCLOPS PIRATE HAHA

P R I V A T E L I F E

[ .186. ] do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: SING-GAL FELLAZ...LOL

[ .187. ] do you have a crush: MAYYYYBEEE ;]
[ .188. ] do you love anyone right now: MAYBE...
[ .189. ] have you ever been in love: I THOUGHT I WAS BUT IM THINKIN IT WAS REAL LOVE BECAUSE IT BROKE...
[ .190. ] how many people have you kissed:IERNO...

[ .191. ] who was your first kiss: Haha. You know who you are.
[ .192. ] how many hearts of have you broken: 2? .IM sowwie!!
[ .193. ] how many people broke your heart: 1 PARTICULAR PERSON...
[ .194. ] best quote to sum up love: Once you have loved, you will always love.
For what's in your mind may escape,
but what's in your heart will remain forever.
[ .195. ] so what is your bf/gf/crush like: KCARAZY...
[ .196. ] do you have a picture of him/her: OVCOURSE

[ .197. ] please post it if you do:  NO .. ITS Okay.
[.198. ] do you have a picture of yourself: DUH.

[ .199. ] please post it if you do:
[ .200. ] do you go by looks or personality: both
[ .201. ] ever kiss a friend: YES
[ .202. ] are you still friends: YES
[ .203. ] do you smoke: NAH

[ .204. ] do you smoke weed: NAH

[ .205. ] ever trip on acid: NAH
[ .206. ] how about a little x: NAH
[ .207. ] crack, heroin, anything else: NAH SHUT THA FUCK UP ALREADy!!

[ .208. ] beer good or beer bad: DID I??
[ .209. ] are you the sissy who drinks wine coolers: NAH

[ .211. ] prefer beer or liquor: MAYBE BOTH. LOL
[ .212. ] what kind of cigarettes do you smoke: I DON SMOKE.
[ .213. ] are you a virgin: YES.
[ .214. ] if no, when was the last time you got some: LMAO....HMMM HAHAH

W 0 U L D Y 0 U E V E R..

[ .215. ] bungee jump: YES
[ .216. ] sky dive: YES
[ .217. ] swim with dolphins: YES
[ .218. ] scuba dive: YES
[ .219. ] go rock climbing: YES
[ .220. ] eat shit for $1,000,000: I DUNNO.WTF...FER THAT MUCH MAYBE...HAH
[ .224. ] lie to the police: IF I HAD TO.
[ .226. ] lie to your parents: HAHA. HASN’T ERRONE?

Y 0 U R F R I E N D S

[ .231. ] closest friends: FRESH KIDS FROM JS....JEY,MARIELLE,JACK,JANE
[ .232. ] known longest: DEM KATS UP DURR...
[ .233. ] wish you talked to more: SOMEPERSON...
[ .234. ] wish you saw more: CUTE GUYSz
[ .235. ] how many friends do you think you have: a LOT
[ .239. ] craziest: KENYA,ME??
[ .240. ] loudest: KENYA
[ .241. ] shyest: WE’RE NOT SHY.
[ .242. ] best hair: IERNO...MOST GOT SAME HERSTYLE LOL

[ .243. ] can always make you laugh: CLOSEST GUY FRIENDS...:]
[ .244. ] best eyes: GRESHIEE, LINA, MS RAY
[ .243. ] best body: SOME GUY HAHA
[ .250. ] shortest: HAISAM

[ .251. ] tallest: UHHHERRONE TALLER DEN ME?
[ .252. ] talented: HAVE MANY IN MIND
[ .253. ] best singer: GLESSIE

[ .254. ] skinniest: DEFFINITLY NOT ME...LOL
[ .255. ] nicest: THE ONES THAT ARE NICE TO ME
[ .256. ] best personality: HMMMM...

H A V E Y 0 U E V E R

[ .258. ] flashed someone: HAHA.NOT THAT I KNO OF
[ .259. ] told a person how you felt bout them: YES
[ .260. ] been to michigan: NAH
[ .263. ] skateboarded: TRiED TO.
[ .264. ] skinny dipped: NAH
[ .265. ] stolen anything: HAHA. MAYBE.
[ .266. ] wanted to kick my ass for making this so long: YES
[ .267. ] kicked someone's ass: YES
[ .268. ] pegged someone in the head with a snowball: YES HELLA TIMES
[ .271. ] kissed someone of the same sex: HAHA. WHEN WAS THAT??? HAZELS PARTY SPIN THA BOTTLE!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

[ .273. ] gone on a road trip: NAH
[ .274. ] gone on vacation without adult supervision: HMMMM...NAH SUCKS...I WILL SOMEDAY...

[ .275. ] been to a concert: YES
[ .276. ] been to another country: YES
[ .277. ] talked back to an adult: YES
[ .279. ] got in a car accident: YES
[ .281. ] given money to a homeless person: YES
[ .282. ] tried to kill yourself: I THINK KUZ I WAS STUPID THAT TIME...LIFE IS KCARAZY I DINT KNOW BETTER...

[ .283. ] cried to get out of trouble: MOST OF THE TIME IT WORKS....HEHEHE

[ .286. ] dropped something on the floor that you were cooking and ate it: HAHA.UHHHHHHHH........

W H A T D I D Y 0 U DO

[ .297. ] last birthday: PARTAYY WIT MUH KCARAZY ASS FRIENDS...

[ .299. ] last weekend: PARTY....ANOTHER PARTY....BOWLING...TALK ON THE PHONE EAT N GO ONLINE...LOL

[ .300. ] christmas: CHILL WIT THA FAMILY
[ .301. ] thanksgiving: at HOME ENJOYING A PEACEFUL MEAL W/ THE FAMiLY
[ .302. ] new years: GO TO MUH TITOS JOES HOUSE
[ .303. ] halloween: STAY HOME....RAINGIN THAT NIGHT HELLA SUCKS
[ .304. ] easter: EASTER EGG HUNT AT MY LOLAS HOUSE
[ .305. ] valentine's day: DANCE...SOMETHING RECIENT HAPPENED SO I WAS LONELY THAT DAY, BUT WON QUEEN FER ALMS C/O 0304

T H E L A S T

[ .306. ] thing you ate: LUMPIA
[ .307. ] thing you drank: ROOTBERR

[ .309. ] place you went: MUH COUSINS N MY AUNTIES BDAY PARRTY

[ .311. ] person you saw: MY OUHHH....KEEP DAT CLOSE :X[ .314. ] person you talked to: REH MARCO, JEY, KING, NATE,...GOSH SO MANY..HAHA

[ .315. ] song you heard: I PRAY AMANDA PEREZ

N 0 W :

[ .316. ] what are you eating: CANDEE
[ .317. ] what are you drinking: ROOTBEER
[ .318. ] what are you wearing: PGS
[ .319. ] any shoes on: NO .. SOCKS
[ .320. ] hat: NO
[ .321. ] listening to: OFFICIALLY MISSING YOU

[ .322. ] talking to anyone: NAH A/M, LAZY TO GET THE PHONE
[ .323. ] are you pissed i made this so long: NOT REALLY, KEPT ME BUSY LOL
[ .354. ] this is over, are you happy now: YES

[ .001. ] first name: JASMINE
[ .002. ] middle name: CHANELE [[PERNOUNCE:SHUH-NELL]]LOL
[ .003. ] last name: ANGELES
[ .004. ] nickname(s): JAASZ,JAY,J FIZ, JAZZE FIZZLE, FIZ, MOFO, PHAT ASS...HAHA
[ .005. ] gender: 100% COOTCHIE
[ .006. ] birthday: 051590
[ .007. ] height: 5` SUIN...??
[ .008. ] hair color: BROWN...
[ .009. ] eye color: BROWN...
[ .010. ] do you wear glasses or contacts:NAH
[ .011. ] do you have braces: NAH
[ .012. ] is your hair long or short: LONG
[ .013. ] where were you born: FRISCO FASHO!
[ .014. ] current location:650 !
[ .015. ] zodiac sign: TAURUS
[ .016. ] how many languages do you know: ENGLISH N....LIL FLIP[ .017. ] what laungage do you want to learn: JAPANESE!!!LOL, SPANISH, ILLICANO
[ .018. ] bad habits: EATING!!!BEIN A LAZY ASS

[ .019. ] piercing you ...have: 2 ON EARS
[ .020. ] piercing you want: belly and tongue
[ .021. ] tattoos you have:NADA[ .023. ] today: S[ .024. ] today's date: 6.16.o4
[ .025. ] the time: 856[ .026. ] ready for a bunch more questions: Sure, why not.

F A M I L Y
[ .027. ] mother's name: ...DONT WANNA SAY...CURT GONNA KNOW HAHAHAH[ .028. ] father's name: DONT WAWNNA SAY EITHER....CURT!!
[ .029. ] brother's name: DENNIS
[ .030. ] sister's name: CASEY
[ .031. ] favorite aunt: HAVE MANY[ .032. ] favorite uncle:HAVE  MANY[ .033. ] favorite grandparent: IENRO[ .036. ] worst relative: don’t wanna hurt no--one.
[ .037. ] best relative: cuzzo`s!.
[ .038. ] do you get along with your parents: NOT MUCH ANYMORE

[ .039. ] does anyone in your family understand you?: NOPE

P E T S
[ .040. ] do you have any pets: NAH

[ .041. ] what are their names: ...
[ .042. ] what kind of animals are they: ...

S C H 0 0 L
[ .043. ] are you still in school: HAHA UHH NO[ .044. ] did you drop out: NO
[ .045. ] current gpa: IERNO

[ .046. ] favorite grade: 7^th GRADE SO FAR
[ .047. ] least favorite grade: IERNO

[ .048. ] favorite teacher: IERNO
[ .049. ] least favorite teacher: KRAZY LADY
[ .050. ] favorite subject: ENGLiSH
[ .051. ] least favorite subject: MATH
[ .052. ] do/did you buy lunch or bring it: FRELOAD BABY!!! N BUY
[ .053. ] play any sports on the school's team: VOLLEYBALL[[EHHH]]
[ .054. ] do/did you do any extracurricular activities: LEADERSHIP,DRAMA COUNT?
[ .055. ] are/was you popular: ASK DEM...
[ .056. ] favorite dance:CHEER
[ .057. ] favorite memory: THE DAYS WIT MUH BOI[[EX]][ .058. ] favorte memory you want to have: TO KNOW WHAT LOVE IS
[ .059. ] least favorite memory[S]: BREAKEN UP LOVE, FAMILY BREAKIN, MOVING IN SPLIT UP HOUSES....SIGH*
[ .060. ] most humiliating moment: CYCLOPS PIRATE HAHA

P R I V A T E L I F E

[ .186. ] do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: SING-GAL FELLAZ...LOL

[ .187. ] do you have a crush: MAYYYYBEEE ;]
[ .188. ] do you love anyone right now: MAYBE...
[ .189. ] have you ever been in love: I THOUGHT I WAS BUT IM THINKIN IT WAS REAL LOVE BECAUSE IT BROKE...
[ .190. ] how many people have you kissed:IERNO...

[ .191. ] who was your first kiss: Haha. You know who you are.
[ .192. ] how many hearts of have you broken: 2? .IM sowwie!!
[ .193. ] how many people broke your heart: 1 PARTICULAR PERSON...
[ .194. ] best quote to sum up love: Once you have loved, you will always love.
For what's in your mind may escape,
but what's in your heart will remain forever.
[ .195. ] so what is your bf/gf/crush like: KCARAZY...
[ .196. ] do you have a picture of him/her: OVCOURSE

[ .197. ] please post it if you do:  NO .. ITS Okay.
[.198. ] do you have a picture of yourself: DUH.

[ .199. ] please post it if you do:
[ .200. ] do you go by looks or personality: both
[ .201. ] ever kiss a friend: YES
[ .202. ] are you still friends: YES
[ .203. ] do you smoke: NAH

[ .204. ] do you smoke weed: NAH

[ .205. ] ever trip on acid: NAH
[ .206. ] how about a little x: NAH
[ .207. ] crack, heroin, anything else: NAH SHUT THA FUCK UP ALREADy!!

[ .208. ] beer good or beer bad: DID I??
[ .209. ] are you the sissy who drinks wine coolers: NAH

[ .211. ] prefer beer or liquor: MAYBE BOTH. LOL
[ .212. ] what kind of cigarettes do you smoke: I DON SMOKE.
[ .213. ] are you a virgin: YES.
[ .214. ] if no, when was the last time you got some: LMAO....HMMM HAHAH

W 0 U L D Y 0 U E V E R..

[ .215. ] bungee jump: YES
[ .216. ] sky dive: YES
[ .217. ] swim with dolphins: YES
[ .218. ] scuba dive: YES
[ .219. ] go rock climbing: YES
[ .220. ] eat shit for $1,000,000: I DUNNO.WTF...FER THAT MUCH MAYBE...HAH
[ .224. ] lie to the police: IF I HAD TO.
[ .226. ] lie to your parents: HAHA. HASN’T ERRONE?

Y 0 U R F R I E N D S

[ .231. ] closest friends: FRESH KIDS FROM JS....JEY,MARIELLE,JACK,JANE
[ .232. ] known longest: DEM KATS UP DURR...
[ .233. ] wish you talked to more: SOMEPERSON...
[ .234. ] wish you saw more: CUTE GUYSz
[ .235. ] how many friends do you think you have: a LOT
[ .239. ] craziest: KENYA,ME??
[ .240. ] loudest: KENYA
[ .241. ] shyest: WE’RE NOT SHY.
[ .242. ] best hair: IERNO...MOST GOT SAME HERSTYLE LOL

[ .243. ] can always make you laugh: CLOSEST GUY FRIENDS...:]
[ .244. ] best eyes: GRESHIEE, LINA, MS RAY
[ .243. ] best body: SOME GUY HAHA
[ .250. ] shortest: HAISAM

[ .251. ] tallest: UHHHERRONE TALLER DEN ME?
[ .252. ] talented: HAVE MANY IN MIND
[ .253. ] best singer: GLESSIE

[ .254. ] skinniest: DEFFINITLY NOT ME...LOL
[ .255. ] nicest: THE ONES THAT ARE NICE TO ME
[ .256. ] best personality: HMMMM...

H A V E Y 0 U E V E R

[ .258. ] flashed someone: HAHA.NOT THAT I KNO OF
[ .259. ] told a person how you felt bout them: YES
[ .260. ] been to michigan: NAH
[ .263. ] skateboarded: TRiED TO.
[ .264. ] skinny dipped: NAH
[ .265. ] stolen anything: HAHA. MAYBE.
[ .266. ] wanted to kick my ass for making this so long: YES
[ .267. ] kicked someone's ass: YES
[ .268. ] pegged someone in the head with a snowball: YES HELLA TIMES
[ .271. ] kissed someone of the same sex: HAHA. WHEN WAS THAT??? HAZELS PARTY SPIN THA BOTTLE!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

[ .273. ] gone on a road trip: NAH
[ .274. ] gone on vacation without adult supervision: HMMMM...NAH SUCKS...I WILL SOMEDAY...

[ .275. ] been to a concert: YES
[ .276. ] been to another country: YES
[ .277. ] talked back to an adult: YES
[ .279. ] got in a car accident: YES
[ .281. ] given money to a homeless person: YES
[ .282. ] tried to kill yourself: I THINK KUZ I WAS STUPID THAT TIME...LIFE IS KCARAZY I DINT KNOW BETTER...

[ .283. ] cried to get out of trouble: MOST OF THE TIME IT WORKS....HEHEHE

[ .286. ] dropped something on the floor that you were cooking and ate it: HAHA.UHHHHHHHH........

W H A T D I D Y 0 U DO

[ .297. ] last birthday: PARTAYY WIT MUH KCARAZY ASS FRIENDS...

[ .299. ] last weekend: PARTY....ANOTHER PARTY....BOWLING...TALK ON THE PHONE EAT N GO ONLINE...LOL

[ .300. ] christmas: CHILL WIT THA FAMILY
[ .301. ] thanksgiving: at HOME ENJOYING A PEACEFUL MEAL W/ THE FAMiLY
[ .302. ] new years: GO TO MUH TITOS JOES HOUSE
[ .303. ] halloween: STAY HOME....RAINGIN THAT NIGHT HELLA SUCKS
[ .304. ] easter: EASTER EGG HUNT AT MY LOLAS HOUSE
[ .305. ] valentine's day: DANCE...SOMETHING RECIENT HAPPENED SO I WAS LONELY THAT DAY, BUT WON QUEEN FER ALMS C/O 0304

T H E L A S T

[ .306. ] thing you ate: LUMPIA
[ .307. ] thing you drank: ROOTBERR

[ .309. ] place you went: MUH COUSINS N MY AUNTIES BDAY PARRTY

[ .311. ] person you saw: MY OUHHH....KEEP DAT CLOSE :X[ .314. ] person you talked to: REH MARCO, JEY, KING, NATE,...GOSH SO MANY..HAHA

[ .315. ] song you heard: I PRAY AMANDA PEREZ

N 0 W :

[ .316. ] what are you eating: CANDEE
[ .317. ] what are you drinking: ROOTBEER
[ .318. ] what are you wearing: PGS
[ .319. ] any shoes on: NO .. SOCKS
[ .320. ] hat: NO
[ .321. ] listening to: OFFICIALLY MISSING YOU

[ .322. ] talking to anyone: NAH A/M, LAZY TO GET THE PHONE
[ .323. ] are you pissed i made this so long: NOT REALLY, KEPT ME BUSY LOL
[ .354. ] this is over, are you happy now: YES

[J] LACED UP==> JEANS, GREAN MESH, JOHN DEER SHIRT

[J] TWISTED==>BAKIT NGAYON N BTNH

[J]CHU GRUBB¿?==>LUMPIAS, WATTAMELON, BBQ,CHICKEN,RICE!!,CAKE,CANDY,SODA...N ALL DAT GOOT GRUBB...

[J]TANTRUM FELT==>RETARTED, BORED,AWAKE!!...

[J]TIMIN YO==> 1227AEEM

WSUHH WSUHH!!....WELL YEAHH HOWS YALL SUMMER YO?MINE HEKKA WIERD, BORIN, N ALL DAT CRAP...WELL YEH REWIND N FAST FORWARD SHALL WE LOVE ¿?...

...REWIYYYND...

OKAY OKAY OKAY....WEL THA PAST FEW DAYS ITS BEEN SORTA WIERD KUZ MUH BUDDY TALK GOT SOME STUFF SKOOH RIGHT NAH BUH IS ALL GRAVY N I GOT SOME PROLLEMS WIT A LIL SUMONE BUT THINK WE GOT IT UNDA CONTROL, THE BEST THING HAPPEN SO FAR THIS SUMMER!!!...IM A MANAGER...YES I AM... JASMINE IS A MANAGER YO!!..FOSHO BABY FOSHO...LOL....THEN YEH....GOT MY SISTERS BIRTHDAY AND MY GRADUATION PARTY TODAY, WATTA ELSE WATTA ELSE???...I GOTTA JOB!!...NO IT AINT DAT SERIOUS HUN..LOL....WELL IM BABYSITTIN LIKE 3 TIMES A WEEK..BUT THE ONLY REASON WHY I WANTED TO DO IT IS FER THA CASH YAHNO??WELL YEH SOMETHING TO KEEP ME BUSY TOO WELL YEHH...IM STARTING THIS MONDAY...WELL I GUESS THATS IT FOR NOW....WELL LETS START OFF WITH....BEIN A MANAGER...YES I AM AMANAGER...HAHA FOR MY RAPPER REH MARCO...YES HE IS GON DROP HIS DOPEST FLOWS VERY SOON AND IF YOU WANT TO SEE  SOME OF THEM YES I HAVE THEM AND THERE ARE GOING TO BE POSTED RIGHT HERE...===>

ANOTHER LOVE STORY
Lyke any other luv story it started off Good/
KIssin HOldin handz Like lovers shood/
they are ryte luv is blind/
cuz i had no idea watz on her mynd/
But i went on thinking errthang was alryte/
but her love flew away lyke NIke airFLytez/
tryd talkin to her see if i kood bring it bakk/
but itz gon like that one snack i had/
"ma luv was too strong"/
was her reason why she didnt want to hold on/
she kant stop herself from talkin 2 other guyz kuz shez a Flirt/
she sed she had to let go so things wont hurt/
But itz too late now Kuz  i juz busted a tear/
i was konfused but now errtahng claer/

HERE====>

i guezz that all storiez doesnt alwayz have bad endingz/
heartz just need a lil bit of tyme for mending/
separation of tha mindz so that tha heart kan meditate/
and wen itz done once agen love will levitate/
shit am juz tryin 2 get thingz settled wit/
kuz i don really kare if am sprung or pussywhiipd/

HERE====>

ow wait juz one sec and observee tha thangz aruond yuo/
work so much dont even noe that tha skyz blue/
we work so hard to save_up so we kan get a benz/
but wen itz payday we pay tha billz then we broke agen/
kant get a haircut so we buy our own clipperz/
try to get a pair of NIKEz but end up with slipperz/
u myte see me smile but really am cryin inside/
i hate seeing ma parentz work so hard so we kan stay alive/
they dont expekt alot of thingz from me/
they juz want good grades an A a B or atleast a C/

HERE===>

as am puttin ma pantz on tryin to get ma self ready/
Bout to hit tha mall kuz i havent benn thurr lately/
i dont wanna go alone so i kall ma crew up/
and tell em to hit tha mall with me and hopefully pick some gurlz up/
and thurr lyke "yeah yeah but whose gonna give us a ryde"/
"man calm down!!!dont wet ur pantz itz all planned out alryte"/
first we pickup robert then curtis then u kevin/
and any minute now we are gonna be in girl heaven/

WELL YEH THATS JUST SOME BUT FOR NOW...SPREAD THE WORD AS HE SAYS N DONT BE BITEN OFF HIS SHIT OR SELSE HE GON KICK YEE ASS "YES ROBERT IMA KICK YEE ASS"LOL...WELL CONTINUING ON...THEN HERE COMES MY SISTERS BIRTHDAY PARTY N...OKAY WELL YEH IT WAS AIITE...HELLA PEEPS KAME UP HERE IN MY DADS JOINT...WE PLAYED WITH DUH NEW ACRACED THINGY!! OHH YEH CHUN LEE/LI?? BABY!! DAS MEE!!WU WU!! AHHA WELL YEHH...ITS KOH DEN WE GOT THE XBOX ROLLIN ON TOO...WHILE THAT WAS HAPPENIN I WAS UPSTAIRS GRUBBIN MY ASS OFF LOL...N ON THE COMPUTER N WATCHIN MOVIES WITH THE LAYDEEZ...AND THE MOST EXITING THING OF TODAY THAT WE FOUND OUT WAS ."MY AUNT BEIN PREGNANT!!" ] OMG IM SOO HAPPY FOR HER..HER FIRST BABY N YES IMA BE HER BABYSITTER LOL....WELL YEH I WAS SUPRISED... WELL YEH WE WATCHED YOU GOT SERVED,MYSTIC RIVER,KILL BILL 1...DEYNG THATS HELLA MOVIES!! DEYNNG IMAGIN ME...WATCHIN MOVIES N GRUBBIN MY AS OF THE WHOLE TIME N ON THE COMPUTER!!LOL...AFTER THAT MY DAD KICKED MY ASS OF THE COMPUTER HAHAH GOT ME SORTA MAD KUZ HE SAID FOR 5 MINS..HE ENED UP TAKIN IT OVER FOR LIKE N HOUR OR 2 HAHA...WELL YEH THEN AFTER WE CLEANED UP A BIT SOME PEEPS LEFT N SOME ARE STILL HERE....PROLLY NOT GON LEAVE TILL LIKE LOANG TIME LATE....WELL YEAH LATEY IVE BEEN MAKEN SOME OF MY POEMSZ.....NOT EVEN HALF GOOD AS ERICS HAHA....WELL ILL POP LIKE 2 OR 3....HURR YAH GO...

"LOVE LEARNED"
JUST KEEP YUH HEAD UP TRY TO NEVER SHED A CRY,
EVERYNIGHT I PRAY THAT WED NEVER SAY GOODBYE,
MISSING THE TIMES THAT WE HAD N THE MEMORIES THAT PASSED..
JUST BEEN SO LONG WHEN YOU HELD ME THAT LAST.....
BABY IT TOOK SO LONG TO REALIZE THIS LOVE, 
YOU MADE ME GO THIS FAR  AND FALL DOWN FROM ABOVE,
I TRIED TO PLAY IT OFF LIKE IT WASNT NOTHIN BUT KEPT MY
ANGER INSIDE LEFT ME NOTHIN BUT CORRUPTIN ,
 ITS BEEN A FEW MONTHS NOW SINCE WE FELL APART,
 I JUST WANNA RUN AWAY...VERY FAR,
 RIGHT THERE I NOTICED THERES MORE TO FIND THAN STAY ON ONE,
 SO I TRIED WHATEVER I COULD TO MAKE HIM GONE,
NOW THAT YOUR HAPPY GO LIVE ON WITH YOUR LIFE, 
IVE LEARNED FROM MY LESSONS NOW I GOTTA THINK TWICE...

"SPLIT UP FAMILY"
LIVIN THE LIFE IN A SPLIT UP FAMILY,
I STAY WITH MY MOM N SOMETIMES WIT MY DADDY,
JUST TRYING TO KEEP UP N FOCUS ON MY SCHOOL,
AT THE SAME TIME TAKEN CARE OF MY SIS N BRO,
FOR ALMOST A YEAR LIVING THROUGH THIS DEPRESSION,
IVE BEEN PRAYIN SO HARD FOR A BETTER EXPRESSION,
I TRY SO HARD TO GET OUT OF THE LOCKDOWN TO BE FREE...
AWAY FROM ALL THIS MISERY,
I FEEL I HAVE NO ATTENTION FROM MY PARENTS...
WORKEN HARD, WORKIN FOR OUR FOOD, OUR SHELTER, OUR CLOTHES,
YES I RESPECT THAT  BUT I FEEL SO ALONE,
AS TUPAC SAYS " YOU GOTTA BE ABLE TO SMILE THROUGH ALL THIS BULLSHIT,"
TRYEN TO LET MY MIND FORGET,
I LOVE THEM SO MUCH BUT I WISH WE WERE TOGETHER,
TOGETHER LIKE BEFORE SO WED STAY FROM THEN TILL FOREVER...
I WANT THEM TO UNDERSTAND WHAT IT FEELS TO BE ME,
NO ONE WILL EVER KNOW WHAT ID BE,
LORD I PRAY...HELP ME AND MY FAMILY...147AM

I MISS...
WHEN YOU USED TO HOLD ME TIGHT EVERYTIME...
THE WAY YOUR SOFT LIPS USED TO CIRESS MINE...
WHEN YOU CALLED ME BABY AND THAT I WAS ONLY YOURS...
THE WAY THAT YOUR WARMTH OF YOUR BROWN EYES CAUGHT UP WITH MINE AS I WALK ACROSS THE FLOOR...
YOUR WARM EMBRACE WITH YOUR LIPS PRESSED UP ON MY FACE...
YOUR SMILE OF HAPPINESS AND LAUGHTER...
AND MOST OF ALL YOUR LOVE THAT MADE A LIE RIGHT AFTER...
HOW WE TALKED ABOUT GROWIN UP TOGETHER AND WAHT WE HAD IN MIND...
THINKIN ID HAVE YOU FOR ETERNITY AND WED BE TILL THE END OF TIME...
AND NOW THAT YOUR LOVED HAS PASSED ON TO ANOTHER...
MY LOVE IS STILL THERE BUT YOU BY MY SIDE NO LONGER...

YEAH YEAH...I NKOW I KNOW ITS ABOUT YOU KNOW WHO.....GOSH THAT WAS LONG TIME AGO..HELLA SUCKS BUT ANYYYWAYYYY.......I WAS DYING FOR THE PAST 1 OR 2 DAYS ALREADY!! GOSH MY EYE IS SOO RETARTED!! GOSH I WENT UP WATCHIN THE FAMILY GUY N I WAS HELLA CRACKIN UP N I GOT KICKED OUT OF THE ROOM SO THEN I SLEPT IN THE LIVING ROOM THEN THE NEXT MORNING MY EYE WAS SWOLLEN AND A 2 IN 1 BTE ON MY FORHEAD!! OMG I WAS FREAKIN OUT...THEN THIS MORNING IT GOT WORSE THEN I PUT SOME MEDICIN N TOOK SOME PILLS THEN IT GOTT BETTER BY NOW....I GUES SOMEONE FERGOT TO CLOSE THE WINDOW!! LOL I DONT THINK IT WAS ME!!HAHA WELL YEH....LETS FORWARD NOW...

....FORWARD....

UMM...WELLL MY COUSINS BIRTHDAY N MUH AUNTS BDAY TOMARO!! ALREADY!! GOSH PARTY AFTER NEXT LOL...WELL THEN I GOT MUH OTHER COUSIN  "LANI [NOELANI] " IS COMING UP... YES ANOTHER ONE ON TUESDAY...GEESH SO MANY TO GO TO!! LOL...WELL YEH FATHERS DAY TOO!! MEYNG....WELL YEH GON SPEND SOME TIME WIT MUH POPPZNIQLES...HAHAH WELL YEH I GUES THATS IT FER NOW.....WELL IMA DROPP IT LIKE ITS HOT...

I LOVE YOU AND ALWAYS WILL...THEY TOLD ME TO USE MY MIND I CHOSE TO USE MY HEART...

-JAY

LAYTE LOVE

[J] DAY 4 OF SUMMER VACATION [[SIGH*]]

[J] LACED UP==> SWEATS N BEATER HAIR UP BUN

[J] TWISTED==>YOUNG GUNZ JOINT N THATZ MY NAME

[J]CHU GRUBB¿?==>SOUR PATCH KIDDOS

[J]TANTRUM FELT==>

OKAY LOVE WSUHHHH!! WLEL YEAH SKOOLS OVER!! OMG WELL IVE BEEN BUGGIN TAH GO TO PEOPLES JANGAS TO GO LEAVE A QUICK LONG MESSAGE LOL WELL YEAH ANYWAY MY SUMMER STARTIN OFF HELLA WIERD....N FUCKED UP AT THE SAME TIME WELL YEH...I DINT GO TO GREAT AMERICA OR I HAVENT LEFT THE HOSUE YET!! WELL ONLY WHEN I WENT TO THE MOVIES WITH MARIELLE MY MOM N MY SISTER N CUZ...WE WATCHED HARRY POTTER AND YES I DID SUCK BoOTY !! OMG IT WASNT AS GOOD AS THE OTHER TWO THAT IT MADE...GOSH IT WAS ALRIGHT BUT NOT AS EXITING AND THATS WHAT GOT ME PISSED OF LIKE WO HAHA WELL YEAH ANYWAYS I WAS HAVIN FUN OVER THERE..LOL ...WELL SORTA WELL WHEN WE INSIDE THE AUDITORIUM OMG DIS ONE COUPLE GOT PISSED AT DEEZ GROUP OF KIDS HAHA AND CALLED THEM PUNKS HAHA THEN CALLED THE MANAGER ON THEM..OMG...RUINED PART OF THE MOVIE..THEN YEH THERE WAS THIS EMTY SEAT NEXT TO ME OMG!! GOT ME SOOO MAD....DIS ONE GUY ASKS ME IF THE SEAT WAS EMPTY...WELL I HAD TO SAY YEAH CUZ I DONT WANNA BE MEAN...DIS GUY FREAKIN STINKED!! THROUGH THE WHOLEEE MOVIE!! OMG BUT I ONLY WAS ABLE TO BREATH AGAIN WHEN HE LEFT...BUT THE THE NIGGA CAME BACK!! WTF WAS THAT THEN I COULD BREATH AGAIN!! OMG !!!LOL..WELL YEAH AFTER THE MOVIE...MARIELLES PARENTS WERE IN THE FRONT SO THEN SHE GOT PICKED UP...THEN YEA MY MOM TOOK US TO MICKEE DEEZ AFTER TO EAT THEN WENT HOME AT MY DADS...HAHAH SINCE THEN I HAVENT CALLED HER SO THEN I DIDNT GET TO SLEEP AT HER PLACE HAH I NO ITS MESSED UP BUT ID RATHER BE HERE THAN HAVE HER KEEP YELLING AT ME AND ALWAYS BEIN GROUNDED ALL THE TIME...I WENT TO MARINE WORLD WIT MY AUNT N SHE GOT US IN FOR FREE...SHE HAD 8 TICKETS...DOOH I LOVE THIS FAMILY SO MUCH!! HOOK UP HOOK UPS! HAHA MUH UNCLE IS HELLA GOOD AT DIS SHIT H AHAH...WELL YEH IT WAS THE LADIES DAY THAT DAY KUZ THEN MUH UNCLES N THA BOYS WENT OUT TO THE LAKE N CAMPIN FER A FEW DAYS TA CHILL BUH WE HAD OUR DAY...OHHH YEHHH BOIEE!! FUNNEL CAKES!!! AND HAWAIIAN PLATE[[L&L]]OH BOIEE HAHAH WE WAS GRUBBIN ON FOOD ALL DAY AHAHAH OFCOURSE ME....

WELL YEAH THA PAST 2 DAYS ITS BEEN HELLA FUNNY AND TRAGIC AT THE SAME TIME HAHA...I GOTTA NEW SEXAY BUDDY HAHAH....ROBERT ACOSTA IS FUCKEN SEXAY HAHAHA....YOU CRACK ME UP...WE GOT HELLA INSIDE JOKES N STUFF OMG..WE TALKED LIKE TILL LIKE 2 OR 230 JOKIN N MESSIN ROUN WIT PEEPS...I KNOW ITS FUCKED BUT WE WAS ONLY HAVIN FUN...HAH WELL YEAH THE NEXT DAY I WAS TALKIN TA CURT KING N ROBERT......YEH.....NOTHIN REALLY MUCH TO DO HAHA....THE WHOLE TIME I WOULD BE ONLINE LISTENING TO MUSIC OR JSUT TALKIN ON THE PHONE WITH THEM MARIELLE OR JEY....WELLYEH.....CONINUEIN THE NEXT DAY ME N ROBERT WAS JUST TALKIN...AGAIN HAHA...THEN DOODE IT WAS LIKE 1 OR SOMETHIN THEN LINAS SN POPZ UP SAYIN I SAID SOME SHIT BOUT HER N STUFF ON MY XANGA HAHA THEN I WENT UP ON MY XANGA N NOTHIN WAS THERE N THEN JOHN HELLA COMES UP N WE HAS PUNKIN ME THE WHOLE TIME!! I WAS LIKE WHATA FUCKEN PUNK!! HAHHAH DORK!! WELL GOTTA ADMIT IT WAS A GOOD ONE...HAHAH GOT ME SHAKIN HELLA....WELL YEA

I GUES MY SUMMER DINT TURNN OUT ALL THAT BAD BUT THEN LAST NIGHT WAS A LIL SOMETHING BUT IM NOT GONNA TALK ABOUT IT...WELL YEAH IM TAKIN KICK BOXIN!! IF YOU WANNA TAKE IT WIT ME IMA TAKE IT OVER THE SUMMER FOR  NOW!! I GOTTA LOOK GOOD FOR HIGH SCHOOL!! HAHAH...DO SOME CONDITIONING N STUFF...WELL YEAH I GUESS THIS IS IT FOR NOW...HOLLA AT ME OR LIVE LIFE ALONE...KEEP IN TOUCH ERRYONE I LOVE YOU GUYS!! WELL IMA DROPPIT LIKE ISS HOT......

-JAY.........

I LOVE YOU AND ALWAYS WILL....

THEY SAID TO USE MY MIND I CHOSE TO USE MY HEART...